him he his

when you talk it's bad
and when you don't talk
it's worse
damn
can't win for loosing
so now what do you do?
scratch your head and contemplate?
you sit and wonder
how in the world did this shit happen?
and you look off to the side
and go down memory lane.
you get so caught up in the past that you forget
that someone's there
beside you.
and who is he?
he is who i think about...

Coffee Together

This morning when
I awoke

And saw the sun

above, I softly said, 'Good morning, Lord,
Bless everyone I love'

Right away I thought of you and said a loving prayer,

That He would bless you specially,
And keep you free from care..

I thought of all the happiness a day could hold in store,

I wished it all for you because no one deserves it more.

I felt so warm and good inside,

My heart was all aglow.

I know God heard my prayers for you,

He hears them all, you know.

You have two choices...

Smile and close this page
Or pass this along

To someone else to spread the good feelings.

I know that I did!!!

'When you reach the end of your rope,....
you will find the hem of
His garment '


Unknown Artist

Real

Hatred. A powerful word. A powerful feeling. Can anyone go so far as to hate someone or something? Well maybe not something...could something be as important as someone?
Things are just material things. All things.
What's real is real. What I feel is real. Real on the inside as well as out. Real is me real is what I'm about. Being real is good for yours and my sake. Things wouldn't be right if I was fake. Sometimes being too real isn't always too good. Things get out of hand and then you're misunderstood. Feelings are powerful too powerful to sometimes control. Without it your life is like a living dead soul. Trapped on earth with no purpose and no meaning. You treat others will with disregard and you come off being demeaning. Life what magnificent purpose just to live life abundantly making everyday a beginning. Going in head first mind thinking you're already winning. Being real with every fiber of your being. Knowing that everything in life is worth guaranteeing. Reach for the stars reach for the gold. But don't get too caught up on material things or your life could unfold. Such great fortune can leave you unfortunate and with great despair. Getting lost on material things hard to recognize and too damaged beyond repair. When things get too tough and out of my control I seek the man up above. Feeling His tenderness and His never ending love. What a tremendous gift to create something like me. And to put time and effort to make sure that I am real as real can be.

Mind Wodering

I often ask myself
why I do the things I do
Is it because
it's me and not you
Could it be the fact that we are all not the same?
Metaphorically speaking,
there can only be one pitcher, pitching
in a baseball game

Why am I here
To whom do i hold dear
Are we living in fear
Is the end coming near

What's wrong and what's right
Who's black and what is white
Do we really have to fight
Why leave
in the middle of the night

I laugh and think
Why do i think of the most craziest things
Why fall in love
could it be just a little fling
Am I tripping
or does the heart really sing

Why do I find myself
waking up from a bad dream
Is it because
things are not what it really seems
Why can't I get lucky
and take one for the team
One question remains
On the other side
is the grass really green

Why do we find ourselves in a bind
Why do I feel
I'm losing my mind
Why is love
so hard to find
Why can't he be
one of a kind

Why do we often have to choose
who wins and who lose
Why do that lady sing the blues
Why all these questions
and not too many clues

Lesson Learned

fuck me once
fuck me twice
third time
not nice
in the ass
fuckin off cash
wasting time
on what i thought was a dime
nothing more than a shiny ass penny
fuck the forty
pour out a little Henny
cause i'll take a lost
no matter the cost
come off top
be a winner
be my own boss
it aint all good now
but soon it will be
get my shit together
guaranteed someone will hate me
fuck all you haters
yall get pushed to the side
trying to stop my shine
i aint the one to hide
so while i'm focused
yall stop stressin
pay attention
and you might learn a lesson